What's Love Got To Do With It?

Oh whats love got to do, got to do with it
What`s love but a second hand emotion
What`s love got to do, got to do with it
Who needs a heart
When a heart can be broken

Many people are afraid to love again. After getting hurt, they do not think they can handle any more. Is it really worth the risk? It is crazy. People tend to say a lot of things when they're in love. Ironically, they contradict their very own declarations when they fall out of it. Or vice versa.

What`s love got to do, got to do with it
What`s love but a sweet old fashioned notion
What`s love got to do, got to do with it
Who needs a heart when a heart can be broken

Love is becoming less than what it used to be. A lot of people are becoming jaded. Love seems to be only for the romantics nowadays. People are becoming practical. People tend to use their minds over their hearts now.

I'm just wondering.

How long has it been?

Months I would say.. It's been that long since I last did it? Wow! That's so not good! I love doing it! It's a wonder why I waited this long before I am gonna do it again. Well today, I will make sure I do it! The day won't pass without me having done the deed! You see, I love doing it 3 or more times , one after the other. It's more fun that way! I don't get tired easily doing it. The most I had was maybe 10. In one day! Imagine that!! I just love watching movies....

Beer...

I'm gonna stop drinking beer again. Yesterday I drank just 5 or 6 bottles in a friend's birthday party. I went home feeling okay, and I went to sleep upon arriving home. But the moment I woke up, I knew something was amiss. I felt nauseous. My insides were turning over. For the next 10 hours, I felt like that. And threw up several times. I emptied my stomach in the toilet bowl. I tried eating after that but anything I ate, just went right back out.

Earlier I got a couple of beers at a bar. I didn't finish the second one. I decided to drink only hard drinks again, the way I used to. And I will do it.

No more beers for me. (At least until New Year's) :p

8 2 3...

Yes I am... 8 2 3... Figure it out. No clues.

:p

I am happy!!

Yes I am!! :p

To my trusted readers..

This is an open letter to the select few that I have entrusted this blogspot to.

I have allowed you access to my inner thoughts through this blog. I trust you will be taking care not to let others read this without my permission. You know how sensitive some of the stuff that I write in here are. I use a pseudonym to protect my identity, much like other writers. I show how weak I am emotionally to a select few. You belong to that group. So please help me protect my privacy.

This is a public blog. But my identity is private. This space is my refuge.

I have decided...

I am reviving this blog yet again. The reason why I stopped posting here, does not make sense to me anymore. I don't care about that anymore. This has been my home for quite some time and I am not giving it up just because...

And so the unclouded mind will bring out its juices once again and give you my readers some worthwhile reading.. I hope. :p