The Pad

My apartment looks good now.

A friend gave me a couch, a table and 2 chairs a few days ago. That makes my apartment fully-furnished now. I like how it looks now and I love the freedom I have in it. Now I can think. Now I can rest. Now I can plan.

I planned to do my laundry today, vacuum everywhere, clean the bathroom, arrange my closets.. and I've done it all! I feel more organized again. I feel in control. I felt so good I finally went for my haircut. I look very different now from the long-haired guy I was just an hour ago. I am clean cut again.. newly shaven, short-cropped hair, casual look.

It is time for me to take control of my life again. I am not letting circumstances dampen my spirit. I am going to drive towards my goal, with confidence... and with hope.

I see the light at the end of the tunnel.